Best friend? Ohhhkay..

So. When you're best friends with someone for six years, and you go off to college together, you expect to stay best friends, right? Well, aparently not everyone feels that way. 


Let's back this up a bit.


On facebook, I started talking to Taylor a little bit. I told Jordan about our talking a little bit. When we got to school all she could talk about was "I want to hang out with Taylor, she's seems so cool." I was just like, whatever it's fine. 


We hung out with Taylor, and her two roommates. Things were fine, Jordan and I were still best friends. Now, as things keep going, she only wants to hang out with Taylor. "Taylor, I'm so glad you're my best friend!" Right in front of me, really, that's necessary? Whatever. 


Now, whenever she does something, it's all about Taylor. Don't get me wrong, I like Taylor. A lot. She's a great friend and she's so fun to be around. But. I'm just an after thought now. I don't get invited to doing things with them anymore. And MAYBE when Taylor is busy, Jordan will [unwantingly] hang out with me. Whilst complaining about how Taylor is always studying, and doesn't hang out with her as much. Uhm, okay? I'm the person you've been friends with for six years, you know this person for 4 weeks and they are far more important than I am. Thanks..?


However, what really just irked me today. I was talking about if I decide to stay in one of the apartments on campus year, if Jordan, Taylor, and I could request to room together. She said "You'd have to talk to Taylor about that, she said she wants to still room with MaKayla and Lindsey." My response, "So.. you're just going to room with them, aren't you?" "Well, yeah." Great. Thanks. Glad I'm left out. Good to know that the six year friendship means virtually nothing. 


I don't want pity here. I want my friend to realize what she's doing. I feel terrible. I'm left out of everything, and I don't even get invited to things. I can't even count on her anymore. Where has my best friend gone? I've no idea. But I wish she'd come back.

Paris.

I'm obsessed. <3 Paris is so beautiful.
Who wouldn't want to go to Paris? Crazy people, that's who.

It's so pretty. [: And to think this lucky lady will be going there in a few years to get proposed to. My boyfriend is quite romantic, if you ask me. He's the sweetest thing.